Fuzzy Logic - July 2000.

So we are in to July of the year 2000 and it has been a while since I updated these pages. How have things been going?

Well the job is still keeping me focussed and the tablets are still working so who am I to complain?

I have developed into something of an early bird, often rising at 2.00am to work on this site or to surf the web. I suppose I have become a little obsessive about the whole web thing but like I say it stops my mind from wandering.

There are still times when the blues set in and the short temper returns but they are not as frequent nor do they last as long. I think that the current situation with litigation surrounding my son does not help. I won't go into it here as there are other pages on this site devoted to that but the legal process grinds on and it involves more frustration than successes. I have to see it through for my son's sake but it ain't easy folks!

And because of the ongoing situation there are more and more intrusions into my somewhat secular life.I am uncomfortable in the presence of strangers and even more so when it's on my own ground.

There will be more of these transgressions in the near future as the system of a care support worker/case manager for Peter Junior is established. And it looks highly likely that the defendants solicitors will bring in their own battery of specialists to examine him so it will mean more visits or visitors.

I guess that by the end of September we should have undergone these trials and be on the final, steep road to the courthouse. We will see!

Finally just a message for those of you who view this site and have the same problems as me - keep on trucking and I am there if you need to talk.

I have always got time for the gentle, honest, open and creative. I value the conversations and will try to help if I can.